Lets just get this out in the open. For those who have ever read my blog. you know I prefer the term "Fluffy" over the other chubby words. Today is first time in a long time I have felt fat. Yes, I said it FAT. As in F A T! You know, not skinny, not chubby and not morbidly obese (every drs favorite) but fat! Ugh. Perhaps this is what I need to feel before I get off my Tushy (its capitalized for a reason) and do something about it. I can do it..Lost over 50 pounds in college by dieting, a little pill and going to the YMCA every morning with neighbor Sara! Why do I use marriage as an excuse for my weight? Frustrated. Just to let everyone know. If you have fluffy friends or family, I bet you they already know they are fluffy. I am just saying.
Do you remember in elementary school when you liked to make fun of yourself before other made fun of you? I am now very open about my fluffiness. I hoped it would hold me accountable. Not so much. Michael and I both want to be healthier before we go to China. I really hope we can do this.
This was my vent. I do know want to hide those dirty words. Fat sucks.. It really does. Its not your fault. its mine. Its time to do something (AGAIN!!) Michael and I joined a China adoption weight loss blog so we will see.
Had to get this out of the way before the scavenger hunt starts in hopefully 8 hours. I should be exhausted but I went to sleeping thinking about the word. I hate the word. I do.
Next time, you will learn the words to 3 Fatties in the Back written and performed by me while in Mexico a year ago. It uhm involves uhm 3 not so skinny people in the back of a small car. Get it? It was funny then..
I am done with this subject for now.
Amy . . .
What would you like to know? I am fun, but crazy. I have a most perfect husband, and 2 cats named Samson and Delilah. We are presently working on adopting a little girl from China and have a separate blog for that. I am a Christian and am working on a better relationship with him. I live in the Atlanta area and love sharing stories with people. I am also a pediatric nurse and I love it! I love to talk and meet new people and I love Disney Cruising